Hi Russ,
You and Paco are a constant source of stimulation for me. I met someone who said he was having some trouble with his memory. And since you, me, and Paco are all getting up there, this poem irrupted.
The Door
He sat on the edge of the bed
waiting patiently for his memory to return.
He knew he’d find it again,
like the left shoe to
his dress-up brown wing-tips
that he liked to keep polished
more than any other pair.
They turned up again,
didn’t they.
Why not his memory?
How about the day he caught
his finger in the toaster
trying to fish out some burnt bread.
He remembered that alright!
Or last Thursday when someone introduced him
to someone who said he was supposed to know
but didn’t.
I am sure I never met that person before,
he remembered thinking.
I wouldn’t associate with someone who looked like that anyway.
Maybe he left his memory in his penny jar -
‘a penny for your thoughts’, he said out loud.
I’ve a penny but no thoughts.
What are they worth anyway if I can’t remember them?
Now let’s see, I’ve my
nice, polished brown wing-tip shoes on,
but where was I going?
He sat back down on the bed
to think it over.
He looked down at this shoes and asked them -
‘Do you know where we were going?’
Staring at them, he thought - I like my brown wing-tips
and don’t want to get them scuffed.
I think I’ll take them off.
Maybe they can find their way without me
if I put them by the door.
He looked at all the doors he had
and fell silent.
He looked down at his shoes and wondered
If they remembered which door to use.
His eyes drifted from the door to his shoes to his bed
and back.
And in that drifting,
he remembered what someone told him once:
that all you will ever need in this world
was a bed, a pair of shoes, and a door.
Great poem, Tony. In the years when I had my bronze foundry, my mentor worked with me for a while, we used to joke that certain tools— like a hammer, for instance—”had legs.” That is, they had an annoying tendency to run away and hide, so we had to send out search parties for the miscreant hammer! Those tools were virtually conscious!
Paco
Paco, With a hammer you can forge the future, or puncture the opaque past, provided it stays put in the present and want to be found. Tony